Crying deep

Sad princess 

I'm sort of crying .

I was trying to get to sleep. It's too heavy for the me now , now ?

Here is a story .

There was a girl who was born into this world with a silver spoon. She had a wonderful family.
She went to a lot of places when she was small , a family trip of course !
If she ever wanted a new barbie, daddy would buy one .
If she ever wanted a new set of LEGO, daddy also got her one.
Mommy will too , got her whatever she ever wanted.
The elder brothers would get her sweets or tit bits if she was crying.
Daddy was a contractor , he had a lot of workers who would come to her house and taught her how to play some simple games .
Daddy's younger brother sometimes would take a nap in brother's room and she would just place all those mini troopers on his body !

Now she is a grown up.
She has never gone to family trip again.
Reunion dinner seems unapproachable.
Daddy's younger brother left daddy's company.
Daddy have lost a lot of business to the brother.
Daddy's business is not so good as before.
then no more trips.
no more family days.
no more u-want-what-daddy-gives-u-what-days.

Big bro has his own problems to settle. Second bro is still undependable.
The girl needs to get everything settled by herself.
She needs to get a course, a school, fees paid, accommodation all by herself.
She doesn't know what she wants.
She's lost and nobody could help.
Nobody has time to care for this little girl.


Then she's gone too soon.
she felt so regretted for her life.

so much so that..
she can't take it anymore.