Mon Cher

I 'accidentally'accepted him :P

He is older than me by 366 days :P
He is a great listener . Whenever i am down , i feel much better talking to him
He is way more mature and rational than me
He is improving to be a better person at all time
He is nice to everyone,no matter he dislikes the person or not
He is trying his best to keep me happy
He always notices the difference when my mood swings

He let me pick the movie i want to watch
He downloaded whatever movies i said i missed and wanted to watch
He noted the movie i said i want after viewing the trailer in cinema in his phone
He noted things he promised me in his phone
He asks me to drink water at all times :(
He is willing to travel from Nilai to Setapak by public transport for me as his car is 'sick'
He likes train and enjoys taking the train because it is less stressful and on the journey, he can whatsapp me
He bought me a new water bottle because i hardly drink water after my water bottle is lost.The water bottle is filled up when he was giving it to me.
He always makes me smile :)
He holds my hand wherever we go
He is honest to me because he knows how much i hate lies
He never forces me to do anything i don't want to do

Klcc park

I hate people who don't keep promises and i will be so cold to them
Before we are together, he said that if i manage to take a picha of him in real life , it will be his profile picha. Then he forgot and he got his reason. anyway,still,I didn't feel like talking to him anymore.
Then the picha appears as his profile picha with caption "Action speaks louder than words"
I was..touched :)

I felt sad because he never accepted any check-ins from me
I felt sad because he didn't allow me to set our photo as his phone wallphoto
I couldn't blame him because he is very 'low profile'
i felt that he didn't want to acknowledge me and then..

i got this relationship request from facebook which is so not him

" love really is powerful. It can make someone who doesn't post a Facebook status to post this kind of stuff." - by his gay partner

I am really hard to be handled
My sadness ,my moodswings , my firewall of stopping all people getting near to me
He always take away my sadness and noticed my moodswings
Now he's trying to gain all my trust and enter my heart wholly

He's trying his best to make me happy
He's really treating me like a princess
He likes me for who i am

I feel so much of his love .. :)

you got me..

Je t'aime 

:)

Recent update

 Hello !

I have not been blogging for sometime and yeah
life is still interesting as ever okay !

Except for the test parts. I really screwed up a lot. WAIIII A?
tak tau la.
Test 1 is good. Test 2 is a failure !!
This applies to all subjects. :S

Sometime ago , we were having study group. ( i think i posted this before)

Sometime ago, i screwed up my programming test 2 . Spencer and Kangaroo accompanied me wasting money in arcade @ festival city.

Sometime ago, an ugly picha like this was taken by stephen smelly santa liam in tea lounge.

Revenge :P

Sometime ago, this gay pedo was accompanying me to study, dinner and chatime.

Sometime ago, Ninja tea was acting dumb in picha after knowing me :P
And accompanying me in badminton cafe and sleeping over at my house :D

Recently ...

Yay !! :DDDDD

KLCC bookfest yeah

Normally i get one book already RM30+++.

Now 3 books less than RM50 ;D

Btw i was sad.

Mitch albom's book - for one more day hard cover was selling at RM9.9

in which the original price was RM65++ !!
i bought normal version and it was RM30++++.

Damn i am sad .

lol

I lost my water bottle and i got one the exactly same back !

It was the present of the deal

- not fb for a day.

Lol

Yes i am loving you.

:P

#i am getting lazy to blog ;P

okay i did something x)

The number of chinese characters here is already more than the number of chinese characters i have written for the past 2 years !

Right this is 经文

:D

#this is so not me i know. Was trying to focus haha. nice one. :)

was taken sometime ago

:D

down

Credit to santa*

Feeling not so good recently

I have been procrastinating real badly these days

I am lazy but this is getting serious in time

I can't control my brain and behavior

how weird it can be?

Look. I even lost my passion to blog about my outings

I have been stopped blogging about it since ..arh don't know

it's not like i have been locking myself up in the room forever

Losing passion in everything

The funny me is the cheerful me >_<

Or it was because i have been overestimating myself?
i don't like the feeling of 'losing'
or the feeling that all people are better than me
in fact, there are a lot a lot a lot of people who are good
Having the big class in UTAR makes me seeing it more clearly

I have been self-studying since forever and i still got good grades

Now... i am not so sure about it 

As i don't even study !

Test 1 was good.

Test 2 was screwed.

Test 3 is coming

then final.

I think i am all stressed up. 

I have been left behind for long and lotsa to catch up

blaming myself doesn't help anything

i should get to the books now yet...

i know i know

i can't

My central system must be broken down.

FML.

Okay shall try it again.

x(

:))

:)

It's not hard not to be blinded by emotions

Be calm when people provoke you

Smile when people annoy you

Forget people who hurt you

Love people who love you 

Never mind if people don't love you

Be a better person to change people's dislike/view on you

Be contented with what you have

Learn the lessons always

fuyoh my eyes ! x)

It's not hard to grow up

Think before every action

Handle things with brain

See things from different perspectives

Plan your time properly

Go for dreams

People don't like you for a reason  , find it out

and change the bad points in you

Don't let the pasts drag your feet,

never mind you tripped
Do meaningful things

Be a better person

I know it's gotta take sometime.

But you know, i always get what do i want .

I will make sure i get it.

Now, i wanna be a better person.

week i dono==

Non-edit, Non-act
random pic out of boredom, after exam lol =_=

Hello ! Yesterday was fun !

Skipping class and studying in reading area with Ly heng, May Chew and Kelly

After attending an hour of tutorial class, i was studying with Yong chin, salt and banana

Yong chin had class to attend and we switched place to reading area again

Yong chin joined us after class until 7pm - and we went for dinner together

We needed to wait for yong chin so yeah banana suggested to go for KTAR tour lol.

i was really freaked out with the campus size

Huge .  

Thank god my school isn't like this. Or i will be lagi teruk at skipping class :X

oh then they all came to my house and we had a study group !

Plus 2 - Wee sheng and chong hwa

They made me study :(

Shall thank them anyway !

But today paper still fails la i think =_=

Hohoho, a little update 

Guess where was i on Tue night?

Kajang !

Meeting Mojojojo !

Favourite monkey at all time ! Haha . xD

He's flying back to US on next monday

So soon 

I am gonna miss him! 

x)

Went to Pavillion and Fahrenheit88 for Ly Heng's birthday

We had sushi zamai and step up 3D !

Ly heng belanja the whole gang step up 

I didn't feel so good for letting the birthday girl to fork out moneh but giving back money wasn't awesome too

then i suggested LANEIGE skincare as present since she went to the counter 

then we bought LANEIGE sleeping mask and belanja her sushi zamai

( i am a regular part timer of Laneige, haha)

*getting lazy to upload photos here..

Like that la, ciaoz ~ 

长大

生命很短
痛苦很长
快乐往往被忽略

很多时候  我们都把自己束缚在很细小的事情上
为别人的过错钻牛角尖
忘了在每一天的生活中都有美丽的东西值得你去珍惜
你因为比较  而觉得不幸福
但你是不是忘了
当你在呼吸的时候
走路的时候
能够自己选要吃东西的时候

你是不是已经比很多人幸福了。。

痛苦 是自己找来的伙伴
为了这个伤心 为了那个生气  又是为了什么
活着 大部分都是为了你自己

当你有时间对别人生气 再为自己难过的时候
不如花多一点时间在功课上
或做一些自己喜欢的事情
不要再折磨自己

有些事情  我还是原谅不到
往往我终会原谅骗我的人
我不会计较太久
可是  骗了再骗 还不道歉却找理由说得好像欺骗是应该的人
我真的没有办法原谅
有时候  不行就是不行
我已经没有办法相信他每一个字
虚伪的朋友  还能是朋友吗？

都说了 生命很短
要做的事情 要赶快做

我刚刚烦恼了很久  该与不该
最后我还是做了我想做的事情
用了一年来思考和确认
再用了一个晚上挣扎

就算知道结果可能会很令人失望
希望我不会难过  我做了我想做的事
我面对的勇气  希望你一直都在

未来 我没有什么憧憬
其实我有很大的愿望
可是我却害怕我会对不起自己 而不敢付出
回头想想  好想很笨
难道我要因为怕跌倒而不走路吗？

是时候付出了


薇薇 ， 加油！

i wanna be a better person

Often, i am blinded by anger .
When i am sad or angry , everything good in me fades
I am a monster who is trying to eat up people who hurt me

I hardly get angry and lately,
Explosion, i would say.
Then i turn into a person who spits only venom to people
This was the second time i got myself like this
The ' Like i care ' girl sometimes does care.

Therefore, now, i decided to conquer this weak point of mine
the low EQ and weird temper.
I wanna be a better person.

i need to be cool with everything.
Cool - but i am still not gonna friend with people who lie to me

This is gonna be tough. But i will try my best.
Wish me luck ! :)

Proud !

A man who carried the dream of a nation

He lost the game but won all respects

Fight to the end of the battle
Improvements were obvious !

He is awesome

How many of you could stand the stress from the entire nation?

"Skills may win you medals, but attitudes win the hearts"

Nice game .

Salutes !

Compare to a person who can't do anything because of too much stress

meh i feel like bang my head to the wall and die

okay i should really go to finish up my works.

Nostalgia

opened facebook tagged photos 2010 by chance

i miss the time.

i had so many of you..so many..

Last night in INTI - went for korean food and putrajaya with a LEOS

Few nights before i left..dong chan shi with xuan

Halloween party on last minute - i didn't regret it

With Mr Tai and Mr Kumar after the last classes

helping out for committee camp for the next term

First gathering night of the new term , also my last gathering night in INTI

My group was loud , i was a good faci i bet, haha 

volunteering for ROFL , kok hoe buey tahan iris and me.

haha

U chyuan papa's birthday celebration at the tangki , haha fun.

went palace of golden horses for work with inti ppl - awful experience

always shuang shuang went to starbucks to study 

Appreciation night 

sunway with xuan again

second KL Omega leo joint installation

my event 

30 hours famine for the 2nd year also the last year

14th + 15th Term LEO dinner at bumbu bali , puchong

Dinner at dengkil .many people uhm..

INTI Cultural Night

Children Camp 7

sleepover and licked by a dog on face ==

I have much memoirs with john, farren and mic also

no tagged photo anyway - i was the one who uploaded the photos always 

x)

Studying at SAO 

Jogoya + snowflakes with friends

Serene's birthday

charity night celebration at sunway

Melaka trip

we the photocopy machines :P

Photos of 2011 ends here..

I know i have missed out A LOT as these were only from the tagged photos

i am happy that i have you

i am sad that the memoirs are still memoirs no matter how much i miss them
they made my life AWESOME

Dear friends ,

Just wanna tell you

I AM MISSING ALL OF YOU !

and..

I LOVE YOU GUYS FOREVER !!!

ends.

LEO ROCKS

:)