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Credit to santa*

Feeling not so good recently

I have been procrastinating real badly these days

I am lazy but this is getting serious in time

I can't control my brain and behavior

how weird it can be?

Look. I even lost my passion to blog about my outings

I have been stopped blogging about it since ..arh don't know

it's not like i have been locking myself up in the room forever

Losing passion in everything

The funny me is the cheerful me >_<

Or it was because i have been overestimating myself?
i don't like the feeling of 'losing'
or the feeling that all people are better than me
in fact, there are a lot a lot a lot of people who are good
Having the big class in UTAR makes me seeing it more clearly

I have been self-studying since forever and i still got good grades

Now... i am not so sure about it 

As i don't even study !

Test 1 was good.

Test 2 was screwed.

Test 3 is coming

then final.

I think i am all stressed up. 

I have been left behind for long and lotsa to catch up

blaming myself doesn't help anything

i should get to the books now yet...

i know i know

i can't

My central system must be broken down.

FML.

Okay shall try it again.

x(