Phone book

I am not perfect but

"No one is perfect' should not be an excuse for my imperfections

I had attitude problems

I was spoilt at home , seriously

Mom told me the same thing 

When i go out , don't be a princess anymore

they don't have to go along with what you want

Referring to the previous post about

"Emo and childish"

I might be very childish before

But it was many years ago

I met people , i see things, i have changed

Not in 360 degrees but i am improving

Only the besties feel that changes

temper was improving and stuff

However

Others were following their first impression of me

A tells B , B tells C

this is how all of these followed me

what more i know many people

The worst of all is

these people who point their fingers at me , barely know me

might even talk less than 5 times with me

what they know about me is what they hear from people

or they might not even meet me before !

that's why i got frustrated

In UTAR,

at least all of these did not follow me

I started new here

people know the new me

Maybe the 'emo' thingy was still haunting me due to FACEBOOK

but uhm

at least things get better.

i am not telling you that i am great

in fact , i suck big time

i have so so so many flaws to change

laziness and stuff

arhhhhhhhhh.

anyway

i am telling you that

When you allow prejudice to blind your eyes, you can never see changes

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Recalling the secondary school time when all of us were texting each other everyday

Talking craps , gossips and lovey-dovey with crushes

When i received a text from my crush , i went over the moon

Kinda miss that time. 

:(

oh what i did some meaningful stuff today 

and i used smses. :)

i was lying on my bed and got so bored and started thinking is there anyone i need to say sorry or any friendship that i can fix 

1. I said sorry to a friend who i wei2 nan2 before for my own relationship problem . Not forgetting a 'thank you' for his help .
2. I said sorry to Michelle Tiffany Ng because i ranted at her when i got too sad. Oh wait , it was a funny sorry message hahaha and she accepted it funnily too >__<
3. I text-ed a friend who i think that he is a liar and jerk and resembled a bastard and so ego and we fought and attacked each other but uh i texted him to ask for peace. But in the message i think i did lecture him a little too because what he did was... >_< . hahaha

And michelle asked me to turn her photo but i am lazy

so yeah.....Tadah !! nicer one. Sally's cracked iphone...the one and only effect in the world !! Don't pray pray

I know i suck at expressing myself

the closer the people with me , the harder for me to express gratitude or love

so

damn la.

You know i love you

*gooosebumps*