To make you feel my love

Old picha rabbbbbit

(Favourite parts of the favourite song )

When the rain is blowing in your face
and the whole world is on your case
i can offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love

when the evening shadows and the stars appear
and there's no one there to dry your tears
i can hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love

I'd hungry i'd go black and blue
I go crawling down the avenue
No there's nothing i wouldn't do
To make you feel my love .

I could make you happy make you dreams come true
Nothing that i wouldn't do
Go to the end of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love .

Anything

Cute right awwwww :3

Seriously , getting over pasts is easier said than done.
Sometimes , the present is so suffering that we often lose myself

My goal of the year is to be a happy girl no matter what happens
When you're over , you find that getting over isn't that hard
all you have to do is to give time some time
It's hard at the hurtful moment
But soon , we will forget the pain .


Nerd joke to share :P

when you like/love someone , you will have him/her all over your head all the time .
I do not like the feeling .
I used to enjoy to have someone in my mind , or to be in someone's mind
However , i do not like it now.
It's distracting .
And when you have to break , the feeling will be getting from bad to worse.

I think i'm so gotta be #forever alone .___.

I don't have time for anything .

or ,

i don't have guts to accept anything .

or,

I don't even want to fight for what i want ( it can be anything )



However,i'm really enjoying to have no one in mind now.
Especially when i see others are suffering . *evil

Stronger

At PJ .

Love ya but I cannot lose .

I am moving on , however , sometimes , some songs do bring me back to the pasts
Sweet pasts , hurtful moments and so on .
Yeap That's when i love you by Aslyn ( Play list at your right ) is one of them .

Frankly , i wonder who can love me for who i am apart from my family
I do envy single people when i'm attached
Now , i am wondering who in the Earth will like me for who am i

I met a boy who truly loved me
When i was still a childish kiddie , he accepted all my bad points
I lost him . I do not dwell about it all the time but yeah
i can't forget .

Not too much of feeling inferior, anyway i do dislike myself
Some people would say ,
'' How ya expect one to love you when you don't love yourself first ? "

Sleepless

I'm such a kid , no ?
I'm a rock at the mind and candy floss in the heart
Stubborn stubborn and i can't be more stubborn
I know i start giving in already and i wonder how long it could last .

Yes my heart is weak
So weak that a word or two might accidentally kill me
it's too weak to any nice effort

There were guys who liked me ( Yes besties, u r Surpriseeed )
And i often wondered why
Unlike most of the girls who will indulged in the feeling of being pampered
I ran , Lol
I wonder if this was because the last real real fail relationship.

genting

Some girls take initiatives going after the boys they like
some succeed , some fail
When i was in form 2 i confessed to a guy haha
( I don't know if it counts)
too kiddie , influenced by Taiwan drama maybe

Now , undoubtedly i die die also won't go for a guy

ugly right . Hahahahahahaha

Most of the people who know me will think that i'm a very cool person
Most of the people who know me a little more would think that i'm weird
Some people love my characteristic for being so ganas in fighting what i want
Some people like me because i don't gossip
And for some unknown reason i'm always in the gossip / people's topic

PJ

I think i might have a crush . haha .

i learnt something again

Now i understand why did my brother afraid to go to UK for his degree courses.
Too much of 'HOW IF' , no?

Crying deep

Sad princess 

I'm sort of crying .

I was trying to get to sleep. It's too heavy for the me now , now ?

Here is a story .

There was a girl who was born into this world with a silver spoon. She had a wonderful family.
She went to a lot of places when she was small , a family trip of course !
If she ever wanted a new barbie, daddy would buy one .
If she ever wanted a new set of LEGO, daddy also got her one.
Mommy will too , got her whatever she ever wanted.
The elder brothers would get her sweets or tit bits if she was crying.
Daddy was a contractor , he had a lot of workers who would come to her house and taught her how to play some simple games .
Daddy's younger brother sometimes would take a nap in brother's room and she would just place all those mini troopers on his body !

Now she is a grown up.
She has never gone to family trip again.
Reunion dinner seems unapproachable.
Daddy's younger brother left daddy's company.
Daddy have lost a lot of business to the brother.
Daddy's business is not so good as before.
then no more trips.
no more family days.
no more u-want-what-daddy-gives-u-what-days.

Big bro has his own problems to settle. Second bro is still undependable.
The girl needs to get everything settled by herself.
She needs to get a course, a school, fees paid, accommodation all by herself.
She doesn't know what she wants.
She's lost and nobody could help.
Nobody has time to care for this little girl.


Then she's gone too soon.
she felt so regretted for her life.

so much so that..
she can't take it anymore.

Player

Yes this is how zombie-ish i look for this hols

I'm bored.
I will have some evil thoughts . No good.

Thank god i am quite a good girl.
Good girls know almost no bad guys these days.

Or i might become someone like my ex. Haha.
Flirting is normal , i do feel like flirting sometimes but..
it's still better to stay obedient.

Or i am becoming my ex.
And luckily i'm not pretty.
Haha.*awkward*

Although sometimes , i do feel like...
'' can i play once ...?like how he did to me ''

Hahaha.. Not gonna make the evil cycle continue.

" being able to think and not doing what you're thinking is what differentiating us from beasts"

loves.

Insecure

I'm afraid .

I have this 'luck' of having awesome people around. No matter where i go , i have friends to help me.

When i had to apply for scholarships during form 5, my friend helped me to print whatever documents /
lend me their internet to apply when my modem was down .

My friends' mom even helped me to cut out all those school advertisements for me.

I rejected Taylors' and went to INTI alone.
I had a childhood friend who taught me where to eat and how to get home from Nilai

Then i met awesome classmates who always brought me out to makan
Funniest thing was , they always asked me what to eat , and i always answered MCD.
Even if i was tired and not gonna join them for a meal, they used MCD as baits and never failed to make me go.

Then i have LEOs who lifted me when i was down
Although not all of them came to help when i was down , sometimes i was even in their 'gossips' ,
they still helped me when i needed anything.
And also because of LEO , i met a girl who listened to me , a zombie who could accompany me to supper no matter how late it was , a mama who always let me a place to stay and took care of me, a bestie who always brought me out when i needed some fresh air and scolded some assholes together with me ( your bf too, kns sometimes,but still helped me everytime i needed help ) and also a 'blockmate' who helped me in everything .

I can't list out all of them. But seriously Thank You. Even a cheer up / I like you as my emo statuses' comment does cheer me up , a lot.

Not to mention all those besties in Subang.

You guys...are really awesome.


I'm so afraid. Now i'm going a new campus alone. Although there too, i have a junior and 2 Seniors , i'm still afraid . This 'luck' can you please don't go ?


I think i forgot how to survive. Anyway,

I must be Okay. i have no choice, no ?