Saturday, 22 September 2012

Emo sweetness

我回到JB了

第一个SEM的结束 其实我有一点后悔 
为什么看到那么多努力的人
反而不努力读书 

No matter how much did i try to motivate myself
or how much my friends have motivated me
I simply couldn't make myself resort to the books
I have never failed any subjects before and there were times like
'B' or 'C' grade was already a failure to me
Now i am aiming 'C' as i didn't study properly for any exam

A question to myself for long

我怎么会变得那么堕落?

Now i am interested in reviving Leo Club of KL Central
I need help , support and capable team mates to share the workloads
I do not dare to say yes to the task
I am afraid that i might jeopardize my studies due to that

And i have no confident in my own in balancing both club and studies
*at least for now, as i think i have just screwed my sem 1*

Or ..
 do i simply need to get to do something i like to push myself further?

Right ..
then i am sad for being such a lazy , unproductive bum
Sadness does me no help but more harms
More sad and sad and sad and sad .
until i am not able to do anything
then i become a whiner 

I need to pick myself up 
if you have good ideas
please enlighten me
x(

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tit-bits time

yumcha with sally at pretty pretty place with yummy yummy food x)

First round ,
Cheeliscious , Taman Pelangi 




Ice apple tea and creme brulee cheese cake


Second round , la gourmet mat dou lao


I swear this mango ice is like the most delicous mango ice i have ever eaten it ! 

Oh do you know they have mango ice with this height ?


and also mixed fruit with this size =_=''


how big? 
Bigger than my head
*yes now you can imagine that*


Back to inti for street party the other day for dear
Street party was my hmmm 3rd event in inti ?
it was 2010 and i was the secretary
time flies , street party 2012 !
And they did it much better , super awesome !
just that i couldn't see anything from the stage T__T
Not sure if there's inti book of record again
hahahaha.



tata ~

<3






Friday, 21 September 2012

Bye bye year 1 sem 1 !

The long weeks of torments are finally gone ,
Here comes the sembreak i have waited for long ,
For all the lousy grades i'll be trying to ignore,
Let's partyyyyyy until school reopening !


UTAR first sem has finally come to the end
This school is really different a lot from INTI
Lesser activites, limited spaces, more tests and higher standard of exam questions
This is really a school for your studies

I am still not studying :S

I have met a lot of awesome friends here !
Life is weird.
In the beginning i have no friends , and now i have a big gang of them

The first girl i met was Spencer , then the on the 2nd day, i met ly heng


She came for me when i was down ,
She specially came to fetch me when i didn't know how to take public transport,
She downloaded games for her galaxy tab specially for me,
She bought Mcd and delivered to my house when i was craving for it !
Recalling there was a time i last minute wanted to watch batman,
called her and she went out of her house straight
arhhhhh nice !



Ly heng is niceeeee
Not really know how to describe how nice hmmm hahaha
She always lepak with me at study area just because both of us hate canteen
My tutorial  ( for the first few weeks only ) was completed that time because of her too (nothing to do at study area mah)
She's someone who's easy to talk to
Ohhhh and i love her temple run :P


Then i know kejo and her hamsters !
And..hardly see her in class too
( she skipped the class when i was there, i skipped the class when she was there? lol)
She's a nice girl too !
Very friendly,outgoing and also a 'bo jio' girl ! XD
Didn't have much chances to mix with her 
x(



Then i know hui shan !
She's really a super super super great friend !
I didn't have chance to kacau her more after the first few weeks
She cooked awesome meals for me
She helped me when i needed help
She brought me gai gai and taught me a lot of stuff to get used to the life here 
(utar bus etc etc )


sleeping beauty !
Charles was always with hui shan
He was nice and i always had a feeling that he disliked me so i did not dare to mingle with him much
>__<





Hohoho then kelly da jie !
I was afraid of her at the beginning ( she macam very fierce arrrrr xD)
after i got to know her , teehee, she was nice
and everytime we went out with her ,she sure will bu shuang awhile and walked alone for dono-what-reason
XDDD

sometime ago , life's a little drama for her 
Now everything is good
Everybody deserves better.
;D





Because of weesheng and kelly,
i know this ninja tea
I like her without talking much to her because..
she's similar to a good friend of mine
She was easy-going and patient 
And calling her for gai gai is easy
unlike other girls , i will have to wait for sooo longgg for an 'okay'
and most of the time i will get a 'no'

teehee.



Hahahahhaha about this shao diao gang !





Yong chin the penguin
Smart , hardworking , awesome dude with great results !
My past year answers all get from him :P
He can settle exam questions easily 
and also relationship problem !
hahahaha thumb up for this dude !

Weeshengggg, because of him , 
i got to know so many awesome friends !
my blockmate
Without him , i 100% cannot study for exam !
( i got notes and tutorial from him )
He was willing to teach me when i didn't know how to do
Love him

Banana has banana power !!
Nice guy to friend with
We communicate via 2 'o' and one zero in facebook chat
Very patient guy with good temper
good virtue @ enduring dramatic life ! 
xP

I always had good laugh whenever talking to mickey
He is humorous and interesting !
Minnie minnie minnie minnie !

I didn't have chanes to mix with chinyan also
calling him ah salt !

and itu kong cw owed me mc cafe from the beginning of the sem until the end of it .
=_=


Jaslynn and the gang !
My first assignment group in UTAR
they are friendly , funny , crazy and super duper nice

Jaslynn teaches me a lot of stuf
chou4 han scored full marks for programming !!
cacing specially walked to pv13 from prima to give me my exam paper

i had never gai gai with them before :(


Waikit brought me to KLCC 
it was my first time going there by train !
Recalling that day we were watching ice age 4 in festival city and in a sudden i wanted to watch madagascar after it
nobody choi me =_=
He was the only one who accompanied me to KLCC to watch it !
And i only found out that he had actually watched the movie before
So basically he was watching it twice !
*ee xuen too

Guilty and touch T_T



Lastly, the cabai french null gay pedo gang !
CK, bernard, davis and cabai pedo nicholas !

Nicholas talks lesser in real life but more on chat
less calculative , encouraging and it's comfortable to talk to him :D
Davis eats real slow , always talk about babi hutan !
CK smart and 'okay' guy 
loves dark choc and coffee ( yessss same with me ) !
And i really like bernard's acting during the assignment and he's like always prepared for exam already unlike me T_T

Love them dearly
Hopefully the gay-ness doesn't die after the end of the french classes !



I miss playing this robbery games with the blockmates !
Albert no einstein, alex , yee jing
MEHHHHH WHEN IS THE NEXT TIME??
T__T



Kangarooooooooooo mana akan lupa u right !
She cooked for me
made liang shui for me
accompanied me when i had no one at home
and yes !
i purposely choose this pic to bloggg :P


Fu long lengzai !
Hahahaha during the first few weeks when i couldn't blend in the new life
i always hided in his office during the break
Thank you for helping me all the way 
;D


and da en ren kelvin pang wei bin !!
ah ma , you saved my stomach for few times
taught me where take bus during the first two weeks
telling me lots about UTAR
and thanks for asking me to stay at pv 13 !
I love you !

Basically this is it

you can find more memoirs here

Thank you all my friends for helping me through
Thanks god for bringing me so many awesome people to me

Muacks
Byebye sem 1 !

:)

















Wednesday, 12 September 2012

Farewell

I bid farewell to the 3rd paper on Tuesday- Discrete Maths !
Chapter 5 was really hard .
I was really forgetful .
Discrete Math was one of the subjects that i could never score well no matter what =_=
There fore, i was kinda depressed to study for the final
Thank god for the 'last minute power " ! 
Hahahaha and CK for burning midnight oil at my house
(Seeing him study made me stop slacking around ! )

It was LEO food trip again last night ! 
Taman Anggerik , Cheras.



We went for suan pan zi ;D




Fried bai guo 


Fried asam laksa


Hokkien mee

Everything dishes were double !
And they were yummy !

Thanks Waikit for suggesting this place
and thanks ah bian for fetching me 
and thanks see chin for letting me tumpang to go back to INTI too !

(Yeah i went back to INTI after the dinner to send michelle meow in KLIA the next day )

We went for 2nd round at Pickmeup , kuchai lama

We had these !
19cm @@
burritos..? XD

pichas source : google image ><

Last month we went to Uncle Jang for dinner too
Awesome !
I love uncle Jang !
(Korean Restaurant at Ampang putra a.k.a Korean Village)


Stayed in Steffi's place for a night 
Teehee. It was always fun talking to her !
a woman "without introduction"

LOL.

Morning 7++ sending michelle in KLIA
she's flying to UK !

*
Wanted to depart at 6.30am because she said that she will be there at 7am.
Luckily she sent a text telling me that she would be late
So i had more time to sleep! 

But but..my dear still woke up at 5am++ to get ready and fetch me to there
T__T


She was flying to London to study phamacology in UCL! 

I thought her whole family would be there ..
But no...none of them came !
Her bf was accompanying her to fly there @_@
so special !
no crying scene
sigh

:P


Last minute bought her shea butter for the body shop but she couldn't bring it in :(
200ml was a no no and ..
it was with me again
x__x

Our last meal was - MCD again !
Hahaha she was the one who always used mcd to lure me for lunch !
I miss the days we were in the same class


Michelle Meow , Take care there !
Be independent ya !







Monday, 3 September 2012

Dontdie !

My turn to have only one song for my playlist today ..
Thanks ee xuen for sharing this song in fb and making me addicted to it !!


Recent update :

Final is coming 

Fell for group study but feeling lazy to go for group study also
I don't study when nobody is studying , things like that is so gonna make me die !
Ninja and Kelly came to my house on er friday? forgot edy . to study
But we kinda failed it because we didn't really study much.
:(

#arhhh no picha !!!! sad =_=

Sat and Sun i was kinda stick to french class group to study
It was awesome
Because i could study !






we were in MCD on Sat and my house on Sun
CK and Davis were both my teacher :D
Celebrated Ck's birthday as well !

We didn't know it was CK's birthday and we were cool !hahahahha
Nicholas bought a marble cake up for him and we sang song for him !

The next day we were in coffee lab ( ah liam was there :P)
It was still his birthday and we felt so paiseh for not celebrating his birthday properly

So ..


I picked this - for the macaroons teehee
( thanks dear for bringing me there )




I should not be lazy to blog anymore and those events are all vanishing in my memory
hmmmmm

Stephen said that although all of my gangs ( ninja ,spencer,ly heng, kelly , yongchin's gang , keinjoe, nicholas, ck , davis blah blah blah ) only knew each other for 2 / 3 months , we are like already knowing each other for long .

I think this is a good thing.

Loving all my friends . Don care you love me or not ! :D


AND...

He's playing low profile and i play high 

:P

#shouldstudy ==



Saturday, 25 August 2012

Mon Cher


I 'accidentally'accepted him :P

He is older than me by 366 days :P
He is a great listener . Whenever i am down , i feel much better talking to him
He is way more mature and rational than me
He is improving to be a better person at all time
He is nice to everyone,no matter he dislikes the person or not
He is trying his best to keep me happy
He always notices the difference when my mood swings


He let me pick the movie i want to watch
He downloaded whatever movies i said i missed and wanted to watch
He noted the movie i said i want after viewing the trailer in cinema in his phone
He noted things he promised me in his phone
He asks me to drink water at all times :(
He is willing to travel from Nilai to Setapak by public transport for me as his car is 'sick'
He likes train and enjoys taking the train because it is less stressful and on the journey, he can whatsapp me
He bought me a new water bottle because i hardly drink water after my water bottle is lost.The water bottle is filled up when he was giving it to me.
He always makes me smile :)
He holds my hand wherever we go
He is honest to me because he knows how much i hate lies
He never forces me to do anything i don't want to do

Klcc park

I hate people who don't keep promises and i will be so cold to them
Before we are together, he said that if i manage to take a picha of him in real life , it will be his profile picha. Then he forgot and he got his reason. anyway,still,I didn't feel like talking to him anymore.
Then the picha appears as his profile picha with caption "Action speaks louder than words"
I was..touched :)

I felt sad because he never accepted any check-ins from me
I felt sad because he didn't allow me to set our photo as his phone wallphoto
I couldn't blame him because he is very 'low profile'
i felt that he didn't want to acknowledge me and then..

i got this relationship request from facebook which is so not him

" love really is powerful. It can make someone who doesn't post a Facebook status to post this kind of stuff." - by his gay partner



I am really hard to be handled
My sadness ,my moodswings , my firewall of stopping all people getting near to me
He always take away my sadness and noticed my moodswings
Now he's trying to gain all my trust and enter my heart wholly

He's trying his best to make me happy
He's really treating me like a princess
He likes me for who i am

I feel so much of his love .. :)


you got me..

Je t'aime 
:)