Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Some thoughts

"Demanding" might be the word you're using now to describe me
My mom said it stubborn.
When i want something , i must get it .
When i don't get it from my loved one when they are unable to get,
i will be sad for awhile, and get it my away 
The things i want can be anything . Sometimes it can be just just..
a cup of hot chocolate :P



I behave more like a kid when i am with people who love me..
it just comes naturally and i can't help it
I believe there's a child in everybody
Some people love cartoon , some people can't get rid of their favorite pillow,
Some people like to eat particular snacks or candy



i don't have inner child . I am the child itself. 
Get happy easily, an ice cream can make my day
get down fast too
But it doesn't mean i don't have the ability to think . ( EQ =/= IQ)
I am twenty and i have been through some real tough incidents when teens around my age don't have to endure 
No one knows. I go high profile all the time because i am just uhm purely a 100% attention seeker but uh
i know when is a no to put things under the spotlight.
I do handle my bestie's relationship problem 
People who know me , they will come to me .
If i don't have the ability to think , will you share your problem with me?




It would be a lie if i say i detest no one.
Seriously , i am not into gossiping this kind of shits
People talk about people at all time , what did A do to B and what did C do to D
i am not interested to know , unless you're in trouble
If you ever chit-chat with me, you do know however i dislike a person
I don't take a speaker and announce his/her bad points to the world
Maybe i do tell the 1 or 2 person , who are my besties
And when people ask about stuff i know and i would tell no one
You know it better if you did try to force me to tell you about anything

I always feel disgusted when my loved ones are going out with people i disliked
i think...you too will feel uncomfortable right?
But i won't stop my loved ones from going out with them
they have their freedoms
i dislike A , you don't have to follow
Please note that it is quite hard to be in my 'dislike' list
and when i dislike you , i will make sure you know

It is a childish act , i know.
i don't need to let them know for my own benefit
Of course , i wouldn't do it at workplace to avoid conflicts -_-
but for okay-okay friend, it is still better to let them know
so that he/she wouldn't ask you for meals or anything

About yesterday change of relationship...
i know i was serious
but it is also kind of way to get his attention
I want to know whether he cares...
whether he will tam me or not...

Cried to the death when he agreed.


There's a 'love' behind the world i hate you...*applicable to my best fren and boyfriend only *


Had a chat with yongwei
She said that her bf also did almost the same

We came into this conclusion that..

Break up = i want attention

     &


All guys are noobs. -__-


But he drove here at 3am and reached here around 4am yesterday although he was very tired

:)





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